I’d like control over a good day vs a bad day. I find that when I decide on the day of that it will be a good day, it usually ends up being so. Why don’t I wake up thinking this every day? And would it always work if I did?
Today didn’t start out as a good one. I woke up and the maintenance people came. And we made a plan that I’d leave my bottom lock open when I left for work. So they left and would come back later. I left and locked up. Got into the subway and onto a train. One stop away, I was like Oh crap! I didn’t leave it unlocked! I got off, walked home in tears (not really sure why). Went into my apartment, ready to burst (I definitly locked it all up) and had a moment. A “this day isn’t going to be very good” moment. Sniffled. Left, locked only the bottom lock and restarted my journey to work. And I was ready to cry all day.
Tuesday, tax tuesday, on the other hand will be a significantly better day. Seven minutes into the new day, I can decide. Good night and good day.